Greet-Yings..I am, 59 YEARS, and were DIAGNOISIS SCHIZOPHRENIAC CRAZY PSYCOSIS feller back in about 1965, PUT IN THE STATE HOSPITAL COLONY, BENTON, ARKANSAS, 1969, was LATER in WINNEBAGO STATE HOSPITAL, Winnebago, Wisconsin (Ed Gein was there, also; I remember him WELL!) I was HOSPITALISED PRETTY MUCH 90% of time until 1990. I BEEN RECEIVIER of S.S.I. every sinct 1976. I HEARING VOICES & ALSO THEM THERE VOICES MANIFEST OUT LOUD in DISTINCT PERSONALITYS of DEAD FOLKS talking OUT OF MY MOUTH! I was SWARMED by BLITHE, CALIFORNIA POLICE OFFICERS in 1993 in my Home Made Travel Camper Trailouer, THEY WERE THOUIGHT THEY WERE BUNCH OF PEOPLES FIGHTING inside...I TOLD THEM FINALLY "I have Tardive Dyskinesia/ Gilles de La Tourette's resulter ABOMINAAL MEGA DOSES of THIRODIZINES, BIG SHOTS of PROLYXYINS, ELECTRO-BRAIN-SCHOCKS therAPIES, & (1969-1979-1989=20 YEARS in LUNITICK ASYLEMS!!) The POLICE PEOPLES then say" : "Why DID not you TELL US MORE SOONER? Sir, We Have NOW NO PROBLEMS with You Any More NEVER again..." I sitting HERE in HOTEL in SAN FRANCISCO, wait HELP from HELPERS...They DO NOT hlp any more! I SIt & talk to "GRAND-DAD, Granny, PUSHING ME ARGUMENTER fellowe, & JESUS CHRIST, GOD ALMIGHTY & THE HOLY GHOST, The PROPHET ELIJAH, Chrles Manson & the GOVERNOR of ILLINOIS....alll LIVE in my EMPTY part of where BRAIN USED TO BE AT!

I just want to add... That after a four year tour in the Marine Corps I was discharged and fell in to an extreme drug addiction to methaphetamines. I binged for about 6 months during which time I begin to hear many voices (paranoi is a severe side effect to of this drug) I cleaned up, and headed back to my home state to get my life back in order. I have since married, and hve a great job, but the voices returned and this time they are not as common, they are clear...concise and i actually find them to be helpful. My theory at first was that certain people have an ability to transmit these voices to other people who have not yet harnessed this ability and I felt like maybe I was just one of those people who never learned how. I really do not feel crazy or insane. Just confuse on what this means and how I should treat this. I have never really told anyone about it, and I really do not think I need psychiatric help, Just advice. Overall the whole thing we be much better if i could find someone who would seriously know how to handle the situation. I almost feel like I should not be talking about it, but at the same time I need closure on this if it is all just some silly thing going on in my own head. Most time I get angry at myself for not being able to figure out what is going on. I am tired of not knowing what the truth of this matter is......My whole life I have lived in anxiety or fear, and I have since begun to practice relaxing without medication. Some times are easier than others. I do not want to be clinically medicated or told there is something wrong with me as this is how I was raised, never given the benefit of the doubt. If someone out there is reading this and has answers I would love to hear your advice or experiences. If I am crazy, how come I able to keep such a straight face?

I began hear voices after what I preceived as an alien ufo attack on me and my home.back in 1999, Before that I was a Cardiac Nurse at the local hospital in Michigan. I was 46 years old with no history of mental problems. Some people believe the government is well aware of these possiblities of aliens causing mental illness as an experiment on us, some believe the government is doing this also. Well long before there was electricty and government here there were ufo's and schizophrenia hand in hand down through history. I still feel electrical harrassement is going on. I take my meds and am on ssdi. looking into groups in my area of michigan has not been fruitful. I think we should have conventions all over the world for people like us, to compare notes and meet. My voices sound like an electrical transmission and at times I get electrical shocks throughout my body. I never took drugs. know of any good groups in michigan, I tryed schizophrenia annyonmus but was the only one there with schizophrenia, all the rest were families of schizophrenia people in group homes. I am trying to live on my own soon and hope I make it

I dont know if I need help or not, but sometimes the voices I hear and talk to (all being dead people) are to much to handle. Never is there a negitive conversation such as harming oneself or others , but always just questions asked and answered. Sometimes the answers are not what I wanted to hear, but I still hear them. There is more to say, but to embarrased to say.

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I can't believe this is happening to me. I am having this experience: I hear people whispering. Most of the time I can't hear what they are saying, but the most prominent thing I hear is "eeeevil, you're evil". I'm not kidding. I wish I were. I don't think that I think I'm evil. I think I'm a good person. I think other people think I'm wierd. Anyway, there's a young man and a young woman. The young man just repeats over and over again, "you're eeeeevil, evil evil" and the young woman says, "she's evil". Sometimes the man says, "you're so evil" or some other variation. I was convinced that it was my downstairs neighbor playing a very mean joke on me, and I still want to believe that it is some kind of evil experiment being carried out on me to see how long it takes to drive me completely insane. But I'll take a walk and the voices follow me. This sucks. When I talk back to them the man often says, "What?" and the woman repeats what I just said. But all the man seems to be able to say to me is that I'm evil. I was even saying, "What? you're a boll weevil? you're in a movie sequel? you're a creeple? you're bad people?" It stops sometimes to consult w/the woman, as if they are strategizing, and then the repetitive "evil" resumes. This has been going on for several days, and seems to start in the late afternoon close to dark. I want to believe that it is just the frogs or cicadas outside croaking and chirping, but sometimes the words are just too distinct, loud, and out of synch with the croaking for me to be comforted. I hear the sounds in my right ear, in which I also hear a sound like high-frequency signals and a low-grade, ringing tinnitus. In my left ear, I have had a strange "ringing" for several months that sounds like someone playing the same 2 or 3 chords over and over again on an electric guitar. At one point tonight when I was looking outside at windows of apartments, I heard them say, "she's looking right at us". I've heard them say things in ways that I don't normally think, such as "Why can she hear us?" when I would have said, "How can she hear us"? There are other examples too. I really really don't want to constantly hear that I'm evil all the time. I don't need this. What is happening to me?

My name is Marcella. I'm 46 years old. Ive been hearing voices for about four years. When they started I was very confused and scared. Then I thought my boyfriend was playing a tape over and over again. They were and still are very degradeing. If I'm in a room with someone it sometimes is their voice I hear and they tell me how the hate me and that I'm a loser and other mean things. Or if I'm thinking about that person they do the same. They(different voices) give me bad advice and I sometimes take it, even after all these years, knowing I should'nt. It's hard to cook, read a book, sleep or make a simple decision. Sounds from fans, power tools and even cars make them louder. They start as soon as I open my eyes until I go back to sleep, if I can sleep. I am very deppressed, I have anxieity and have been in the hospital twice for wanting to kill myself. I was dowm to 95lbs about 6 mos ago, but now am 120lbs thanks to all the meds they give me. Now Im fat and still hear these damn voices. Can anyone tell me why no doctor will talk to me about how to cope with these voices, they only try to get me in group therapy for my deppression. But in group noone else hears voices but me so it's just uselees time spent. I have changed so much, I don't smile much or rarely leave the house. I lost my job and my medical insurance. I need help. Please, any advice. I live in California. Thank you for a wonderful web site!

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Dear Marcell, You're comment worried me! I am a similar age and don't hear voices myself, but my boyfriend does. The only time I hear or saw anything, was when I had a severe drinking problem. I seriously thought it was the house I was living in at the time, and it could have been! However, the more I read and learn about hearing voices and the paranoia that sets in, the more I begin to think it was the excess of vodka I was drinking. It all seemed so real, I have never experienced anything so evil in my life before!! I left the house, stopped drinking vodka, and the evil experiences subsided. Thank god I have now been sobre for 4 1/2 yrs!! I am just trying to understand myself, how awful this disease can be. People who hear voices are by no means crazy, there are so many different reasons for hearing the voices. What happens to a computer if you drop it, or a foreign virus comes enters, or you add non compatible data? The computer is confused, can get messed up, and does not function properly. That is how I look at the brain, except it is highly evolved, and a lot more delicate. It seems from what I have been reading, that the voices can be caused through: Traumatic personal experience. Head trauma. Abuse of alcohol or drugs. Depression. I am looking into group therapy sessions for my boyfriend, whereby everyone in the group sufferes from the same "hearing voices syndrome". Any information I get, I can pass onto you. Please do not feel alone, any negative thoughts you may have, try to put them aside as best you can. Exercise can be of great help, the released endorphins result in your whole mind and body being in a calmer state. Please just remember, you are not alone!!

Marcella, i have had similar experiences with voices. my voices were very negative towards me. i was despondant and lost weight. i got help and was put on medication. i am taking Risperidone/Risperdal for the voices. the voices went away and i am doing okay now. i highly recommend Risperdal for the voices. Hope that helps! Good luck!

Publicly Recognized REAL ugly truth! 02/25/2008 I'm a 34 year old, 6'3", 225lbs. man who has been hearing my privacy infringed upon for going on 6 years to date. any attempts at acquiring police assistance result in a suggested psychological imbalance. Although evidence and acknowledged involvement from those excessively equated with coincidence, i.e. job, associates, former relations, and communities, continue to evade or deflect my objection. Attempts at discovering a tangible explanation further continue to appropriate a greater influential and credable opposition to discovering the truth. i.e., police referring psychological evaluation’s, P.H.D.'s referencing the same, discussions with phsyc's follow text book displacement technique's to obvious to have never be recognized before me. At any rate I've heard people disclosing my privacy, my medical information, ongoing health problems that persist to fatigue my patience, to this I am unable to obtain a conclusive response. I have created this web page with my 1st blog regarding the situation described through artistic interpretation albeit the situation is a serious complication in my life. with this my second blog I'm addinng a slightly more detailed account of one response I can testify to recieving toward objections directed toward what I've been brought up to believe to be the proper authorities. If anyone can enlighten a path toward self discovery of the truth your response would be greatly appreciated. Public Inquiry I beseech thee, that ambiguous integrity 07/09/2007 To those who can't or won't speak out loud, I Exalt! Claim ye piety, while suggesting sovereignty hence anonymity withhold. It’s not what you want, it’s what you don’t want! Communication without willingness for reciprocation from whom, your debater, through means as yet unidentified assaulting the conscientiousness, bereavements mine, toward depraved clarity…. A decisive mind. Albeit battement through a power of suggestion, manipulation , coercion, deceit alike a skill set honed for purpose I shunt fight. Pursuit following suit collectively with anonymous claim the grit an onslaught reverberates an exposed conscious state pillaging a singulars privacy at stake. Fabrication of an illusionary appeal to assist in inflating an inappropriate congeal, embellishments implying a moral fortitude, gaining both credentials and influence through involvement pursuant a holier than thou, righteous congruent. Collectively as assets, co-opting skill sets to further implicate a common implied conglomerate suggesting syndicate or organized crime vindicate, thus further inflating a claim toward ignorance. Role-play reenactments compliment deception wrought through bias , and irreverent thought, constraint bound yet regaled the plot, to fury the plethora, invoking response. Initial conveys of petty issuance toward a response disdained a continued cowardice, plow the rut, tactics employed withholding admittance to guilt through-out; for not stout. Decisiveness evades majority when accountability portrays elusive consequence. Betrayed by whom claimed oath, for stance I choose, and you can reclaim your Faust.

hdr macella i experiance the same behavier ive been hearing them for over 8 years and when i sleep my dream aint what thay used to be it seems as if i see from some one elses mind i see peaple i dont now and the things thay do ya can bet your ass this is some evil tecnolagy by the federal government thay say there little brother and many peaple ,{bibe thumpers}and me know that big brother is the right hand of satan the federal government .i think i wil hear them till death do us part .i have a great job and a great family i cant tell you not to listen i cant help but to but i amagine there saying what ever i want sometimes i deal with them very good i have the holy spirit has helped me a long way i probably deserve this so i exept it i take no meds for it but before the spirit i heard them so loud thay eckoed in the sky so anyone hearing them good luck and be strong

I had a serious drug problem with Meth and started hearing voices. I saw reality change around me but was able to hold on to what was true. at first i thought i was hearing Demons Yelling at me 24/7 but now know that they are fragments of my personality which took on the persona of what i gave them. I now have a great job and am living on my own again but occationally hear them. what surprises me is the amount of people i have ran into that have this condition. some of them on Medication others not. i never lost hold of my sanity while experiencing this and don't think im schitzophrenic. though i have sought help with this and am now taking medication for this myself.

if you can hold a job you might be sycotic but not scitso ive been hearing voices a long time . do you want to comunicate?i check this site daily. respond.voices seem to me as the right hand of satan,they dont scare me .i have GOD if anybody that heard voices took it like me you would think you probably desearved it .not good at spelling but voices would say dont talk to me . but come on would you expect satin to to be truthful..,

Donnie, I was holding the same belief for 2 years that the voices were Demonic. but they are not they only took on that form after i identified them as so. I have been reading carl jung's work for a little while now and have a better understanding of them. my biggest breakthrough was after fighting the voices for several months in a attempt to rob them of the personality i gave them. they became something surprising. My own voice I occationally still hear them but they sound lik,e me now and not demonic. My conclution is that they are fragments of my own personallity. and hearing what your subconsious has to say can be a scary thing indeed. but they only become what you feed them and they are fed by your own fears, beliefs and thoughts. have you ever tried to think over them and lisen at the same time ? they say what you think consiously and thus showing you they are nothing but your own thoughts. you may not like to believe what im saying but this is what i have come to understand of them after 2 years of self experimentataion.

When I was 4 years old, I felt a presence in my room, I heard; he doesn't look like much. At the age of thirteen, the voices manifested them selves as, GOD, Jesus, Satan and human Lucifer. I was told I was chosen for a special purpose, to hold lucifer so that he could learn to be humble and human again. Satan was trying to deceive me into signing a contract to serve him, instead I deceived him into signing a contract to become my servant. God and Jesus oversaw this process because Satan was out to deceive a thirteen year old child. God,s purpose was to reform Lucifer and teach me wisdom so that I could teach him. In the year 2000, Lucifer corrupted my wife by urging her to commit adultery, then he turned her against me. I prayed to God for guidance, and Satan told me God did not care, he wanted to possess my body, for his purpose because he thought he had a valid contract. Satan promised Lucifer my body if he learned the wisdom God chose me to teach him, but this was a lie. My wife left me in the year 2005 and I fell into a deep darkness that involved alcohol and drugs, at this time I started hearing the voices again, it was Satan and his demons this time. Satan wanted me to become a homosexual, because he fell in love with me because of the wisdom God taught me, he was suppose to learn it too. Instead he figure if he could give Lucifer (his high priest) my body he also would possess the wisdom, instead of learning it the old fashion way like us humans do. In the year 2006, near death, I called out to God for help, Jesus came to my rescue and told Satan to clean up what he had messed up. I found my self cleaning my house up, which was filthy, reading the bible and praying for forgivness. Then Satan lead me back into drugs, but Jesus was watching him to make sure he did not corrupt me again like he did the first time. This is what you were all chosen to do, but the Devil and his spirits, used and corrupted you all and then accused you all of commiting sins. They were the ones who commited these sins (spirits are not suppose to commit sins) using our bodies, besides humans have forgivness through our Lord Jesus Christ. As humans you have nothing to worry about, because Satan and his demons will be Judged by God for doing these things to us. They were suppose to learn wisdom from us, not corrupt us like they did, Father God and Jesus want you all to know you are all heroes for induring through this process and your reward will be great in Heaven. God bless you all P.S> Those of you who believe you have pyscological disorders this is not true, this is how pysical doctors are diagnosing a spiritual problem(Satan is the one who is causing these problems). May the lord be with you always and thank you.

wayne i will check back with this site periodicly.you say that the voices are my own thoughtsand thay are my thoughts replaying over and over but how can this hapen?thats not all thats happening.you notice any changes in your dreams?i would never persicute the FATHER ,SON,AND HOLLY SPIRIT. they get angry and do so.that is not my heart.please dont get angry with my responce this is probably the only site voice hearers can respond to the problem we have without everyone thinking were crazy .i dont think im crazy i have a beutifull family .a wife, daughter and 3 sons.and despite hearing voices am piritualy strong

These voices or spirits, do affect our dreams, but the dreams they produce in us often don't make sense and involve sin, the thoughts are often their opinions, when they make sense they are often ours not theirs. When God causes us to dream, the dreams make sense and mean something significant in our lives, when God influences our thoughts they are helpful not hurtful. These spirits often blaspheme God, but it is due to their own ignorance, they do these actions through our bodies, believing it will implicate us against God, God knows they do this, this is why we humans have forgiveness through our Lord Jesus Christ and they do not. They tell you not to speak out loud, then cloud your mind so that you can't speak inward, when someone hears me speaking to them out loud, I dismiss this as thinking out loud. When they cause me to loose my temper I go somewhere private to do this, or relax and speak to them or ignore them.

i may not be righte but i think satan has done something thats pushing us closer to end of times bible scriptures are sometimes being considerd as hate crimes and the government is make in it eliegal to preach some parts of the bible im not for sure but i think satan has something here as SATIN, LITTLE BREOTHER, ANTICRISTE copy righting THE FATHER, SON, HOLY SPIRIT.ive learned to live with the voices but as you can expect i still have my bad days.

Donnie, i want you to try something and watch what happens. try thinking something over the voices and listen to them at the same time. as for the voices cursing god and getting angry while you pray i think thats common it happened to me while i paryed it was as if the voices were trying to convict you in the eyes of God. I know what your talking about because it happened to me.

i forgot to answer your question about my dreams. yes my dreams changed and were filled with evil. but of course they have changed again and are tame now ( of course I am taking meds for this and hardly dream anymore) but when i do dream they are pretty standard dreams that don't make any sence to me. feel free to email me instead of posting comments here and we'll chat i noticed that this website is down alot. my email is phulcrum229@yahoo.com

These voices are spirits, they would often try to instruct me to do things, but were almost always wrong and would get angry at me if I did not do things according to their instructions. They often manipulated Bible scriptures, to their favor, revealing things about Heaven and Hell, the average person would not know. For example, these spirits guided men during old testament era, but were fired, because they lacked God's wisdom or applied it improperly, due to their own corruption. Spirits are not suppose to sin, human bodies can sin, but these spirits often use human bodies to commit their sins, this is absolutely forbidden by God himself. This occurred during the time of Jesus Christ, he gained God's wisdom and that is why, he replaced these spirits as our guide and ruler, Jesus tested these spirits, using God's wisdom and they failed. This is the same wisdom God and Jesus teaches men, these spirits have been taught and tested by God for many generations, humans have always bested them and these spirits have always failed, due to self righteousness and committing sin (corruption). They are the reason, men are allowed to sin and our Lord Jesus Christ had to die for our sins, they in turn, have no forgiveness, they were suppose to be teachers of men, but men became their teachers. This is due to their lack of learning and obedience to God, these spirits are and were angels, they were created to serve God, but chose to serve themselves. The battles that occur between these two groups, are what cause men to become bitter and indifferent, this is due to their affect on our bodies. Men (humanity) are created to be inherently good just like our Father in Heaven, so were these spirits, but they became evil, when they disobeyed God. Men are free to chose their behaviors and actions, thanks to Jesus, but when acted upon by these spirits, often become self righteous and evil. One day God will eliminate them completely, men's (humanity) problems will disappear and we will live in peace and harmony forever and ever. Amen P.S> God knows what these spirits do, if they use your mind or body to blaspheme him, ignore it and forget it, God loves you very much. Love Jesus

ive been hearing voices since 1999, daddy has been on my head since i was 29 years old iam 40 years old this year . daddy is putting down this country. and its all over in 2012. the doors close this friday.

Shari, today is my first day with this site, after searching off and on for many years. After reading many posts and hearing the graduation that the connections with voices that has happened to us all. yours is the most recent and i just wish this were a live chat. I started hearing voices. in 1992 and it lasted for many years. I have since understood it all and have come to peace in my mind and heart. God, the father is with us all every moment of every day. it is us who haVE THE free will he gave us to decide to love him and seek out his word. I realise the Bible may be hard to understand i certainly was for me. But because of the teaching of a T.V. scholar on the bible i have come to truly understand what the voices are all about. not about anything he personally taught me on the voices. but coupled with the experiences i had with the voices. and my search to understand the phenomenum.Which is truly real. it clearly states in the bible that no man will no the time of the return on Jesus God does not report to any of us. or tell us what is about to happen. Fear is source of what God is NOT Confusion, and deception is a tool to lead us away from God. God is empowerment through Love and understanding, and he never puts us in circumstances that he does not give us a way out. I did not reach peace of mind. until i started looking for answers about my voices, and praying for guidence to the answers. I found them from reading the bible and not stopping until i learned what i wanted and needed to know. I LEARN SOMETHING NEW BY STAYING CLOSE TO THE BIBLE AND PRAYER. iT IS COMPLICATED FOR ME TO EXPLAIN AND SO SIMPLE AT THE SAME TIME. IF YOU NEED TO TALK EMAIL ME AT . WANJEAN2@AOL.COM I WILL TRY TO ANSWER ANY QUESTION YOU HAVE , WITH WHAT I HAVE LEARNED SO FAR. I AM STILL LEARNING......... WE ALL ARE. GOD BLESS. WANDA

there will be chat .on home page below the 1st list of countries is another list click on USA to the left side of that page is contacks click that there will be chat the site will be running soon my email is don9sutt@aol.com if anyone wants to share expirances about hearing voices